In less than a month, the Boss Man will be in the same state as me!!! In less than a month, the Boss Man will be less than an hour from me!!! And you know what? In seven months, my Boss Man will be less than an hour from me for a really long time. Though, I think long is more than two weeks, which is roughly the time we usually get to spend with each other in the summer.
This long term long distance relationship doesn't suck, and it isn't horrible, like I usually believe it is. But I've been thinking quite a bit, and I've decided this long term long distance relationship is perfectly fine. It's not ideal, but there is nothing wrong with it. At least I can still see (through the wonders of Skype) and talk to my Boss Man. I love our long term long distance relationship. It's as much a part of us, as my Boss Man and I are a part of us.
I don't want our relationship to stay like this forever. I miss being held, and I miss hearing the Boss Man whisper inappropriate things in my ear and me trying not to giggle as people pass by us. But I'm afraid.
I'm afraid for our relationship to change...
Change can be scary. Sometimes the fantasy of being close can be more exciting (and less challenging) of actually being close. Love, communication and a desire to adjust and grow will bring the rewards you are looking for. Of course I'm rooting for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, B'Man. :) The long distance is so much a part of us, that I regret losing it. We've had to focus so much on that communication and love we share than the physical attraction we have, that it's helped our relationship.
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